Uhm, cos im a beast.

I build up this courage to talk to you, when I know I shouldn't even try to.
In the end, you neglect me.
I'm stupid.

It's just that feeling, the one you get when your with someone. You connect physically and emotionally. Once you guys have created this bond, you feel like it's a part of your life now. That person is a big part of you're life.

Why do things have to be like this?

Before, I felt like all we had was a physical relationship.

Sex was sex, just for the hell of it.
 Making love? hah, what happen to that? Sigh,

So he told me..

Im just in love with you and your personality. your an amazin girl and im just in love with you.
idk how to explain it.

oh boy, another one thats in love with me.

I dont believe you when you tell me you love me

You keep telling me you love me.
I dont believe you

Sigh.

Same shit, different day -_-

Be like T-mills.
Don't get jealous of the d00ds that i hit

I wish time would go by faster.

happpy birthday christy<3

ohh i love this songg

excuse me, but this is an animal city

groooooove groooove groove.
 

im counting the days.
until im able to leave this dump

fghghfg

Well...

I just feel like I'm living my life, just for the hell of it. There's no spice to it at all. I'm weird. Sometimes I don't understand the things i do. I make such an idiot of myself. When I think about it, I just think of how humiliating it was. why do i do these things?
I wish i had my memory erased.

No one can fucking make me happy. no one can fucking cheer me up.
no body.

What do I wear tomorrow?

Its sunday.
School tomorrow.
I hate waking up so early but, I actually enjoy seeing my friends. (:

Before and Now.

I need to lose weight -_-

You can digg it.



Boring saturday.

I hate saturdays like this.
I get to so bored it makes me depressed even.
Sigh. Then I start to eat, and I eat alot. Not because I'm hungry, just so I can keep myself busy with something